Monday, March 07, 2016

tulips on every kitchen table

March is

the vague smell of melting snow and awakening soil. Birds chirping madly. Weariness and weak hope. Rain and snow and awful, everlasting mud, a sun that is blinding in brightness but with no heat at all. Tulips on every kitchen table, dirty windows, plans for spring holidays. My mother's birthday: coffee and cake, laughing siblings and in-laws, teenagers rolling their eyes. And then, the feeling when the first sunray with some actual warmth hits your pale cheeks and the wildness starts burning in your blood.

That in-between, dangerous month.

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