god needed, apply within

I like myself on the days when I turn down full-time jobs to focus on the unsafe freedom of my own company, listen to rock classics just to educate myself, read books in foreign languages, buy coloured drinking glasses instead of the old boring ones, organize, minimize, smile at people, allow myself to live unfettered.

I don't like myself much on the nights when I twist my mind in unnecessary worry, escape into useless distractions, believe in my own lies.

I need a God to steer me right.

coloured drinking glasses