Friday, January 29, 2016

sober slams the door

There is an anxious knot deep inside me that hasn't been untied for months, or years.

Something tightly wound that aches to be unwound.

Sometimes, when I'm a little tipsy, or maybe a little bit more than that, I feel God's love swirl around me and a sweet relief settle inside. But why that love is unreachable in a sober state is beyond me. One would think God prefers sober.

Perhaps in the sober state, my mind is slamming the door in love's face. Thus far, but no further.

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