declaration: as of this day

Could we start again please? I will marvel over the miracle of being loved by you, just as I am. I will not suspect that you look at me with disappointment, indifference, resentment or ill will. I will not blame you for bad experiences in the past. I will not assume that you have given up on me or my possible future. I will not try to live up to any standards. I will absolutely refuse to think that I am a failure. I will lay down my burdens. I will live as if here and now is all there is. I will believe that anything is possible, even that I can change. I will expect wonderful things to happen today because you are right here beside me. I will love you absolutely, infinitely, madly.